Whaaaat? NO. New Diet.... >.>

NOOOOO.... I gained 3 pounds, and I don't even know how!! I've been sticking to the ABC diet religiously.. and any extra calories I burned off! So, i've decided to start the 10 day Ana challenge.
Here it is:

Wish me luck! I will be posting each day to update how I'm doing. Stay strong! <3

First Day Back.

Today was my first day back at school since last friday! I am soo behind on work, it's not even funny... ERG. Oh well... I'll catch up eventually.
You all should be very proud though! I stuck to my diet and the Ten Thin Commandments today! Today I am allowed 100 calories. And that is ALL that i've had, and I feel WONDERFUL. I did have a small handful of fat free, calorie reduced cheez-its, but I went for a mile long walk and walked it all back off! SO I'M GOOD! :)
Woot, Woot!!

Stay Awesome <3

ABC Diet

SOOO EXCITED

Sorry guys! I'm just going to post something really quick! I weighed myself this morning, and the number I saw got me so hyped up that I immediately ran to my room and started typing! Anyway, so yesterday night I weighed myself before I went to sleep... UGH, it had gone up since that morning.. I was at 127.4!! Gross, I know... So I decided that I was going to fast today and I was so upset my number went up. Now I woke up about and hour ago, laid in bed thinking about all different kinds of things.. Mostly random things. Well, when I weighed myself, my number came to be 123.1!!! SCORE!
ERMAHGERD. Now you know why i'm so excited.

Also, I will be seeing my boyfriend this afternoon. I cannot wait, I haven't seen him since Friday of last week.

Stay Happy <3

Fasting Tomorrow!

I've decided that I am fasting tomorrow because I feel full today. Even though I didn't exceed my calorie limit for today, I still feel disgusting. Tomorrow will be my cleansing day. Since I will be fasting, I am going to give myself a little treat and have a "Me Day" (spa day for myself)! NO food. ONLY water.
Wish me luck, my pretties!

Stay motivated! <3

First Post On My Brand New Blog.

     Hello all of you! To start this off I must say a few things: I will be using this blog as my Pro Ana "Diary." The names I will mention will not be the real names of any of my friends, family or acquaintances. If you do not agree with the things I am posting, I am sorry. You can leave comments and/or email me if you have any suggestions or if you need to just talk to someone. I'm here!
     Oh! I forgot! My name is Katie Dunning, and I am 16 years old. I have been a secret Pro-Ana follower for the past 4 years. Ana has been there for me when I needed help, so I stay by her side. The last 4 years have been a roller coaster with my weight. None of my family members know about my little obsession, neither do my friends at school. My boyfriend has no idea either. I love him to death, but I don't think he could ever understand how much I need restriction. If I told him about all of this, he would flip. 
     A few years ago (4 and a half years-ish) I went through something extremely traumatic. It made me not care about myself. I gained over 30 pounds in ONLY 2 months. I was disgusting. I was fat. I was being bullied by people who I thought were my "friends." At first, it didn't really bother me too much. Then I started listening to the names they called me. They called me "fatty," "gross," and "ugly." Several times I was told that I looked like a man. I was dying inside... I stopped eating and became obsessed with the beautiful Pro-Ana websites and blogs. I lost so much weight, but I was happy! Every time the number on my scale dropped, I threw myself a little party and fasted the next day. BUT every now and then I get a little side tracked and start gaining pounds like crazy.... Thats when I get depressed. WELL, ANYWAY... :P That's enough for today. I hoped you guys enjoy this post and the rest of the posts that I have yet to write!

Stats for today: maximum intake allowance: 500 (day two of ABC Diet)
Breakfast- 1 bottled water, 1/4th of an apple, broth made from a bullion cube. (40 calories) 
Lunch- 1 bottled water. (0 calories)
Dinner- 1 bottled water and 1 can of Progresso Light Chicken Pot Pie soup. (200 calories)
Extras- 1 weight watchers Snickerdoodle ice cream sandwich and one cookie. (yes... i know, bad Katie...) (200 calories)
Total Calories Consumed- 440 calories

Stay Skinny! <3